I want to post about sooo many things -- but I just don't know where to begin.

Or where to even end, if you know, I do decide to begin.



Gah, this is what happens when you take a break and come home to enrollment chaos. Well, not really. But I bet that's part of the reason.

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It's a strange feeling;

to feel so lost even though there's a path laid out for you;

to feel like you hit the brick wall you (thought you) just demolished.



I think my head is playing tricks with me again.


Maybe I should go hermit for a few days. Stay at home, clean my room, fix my internet life, play video games -- you know, slack off from everything in general, do relaxing things -- sort of -- like I used to when I was in high school. I think... it'll do me some good.

It feels like it'll be a breath of fresh air.

Somehow.

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Maybe its not even me.

I'm so... worried.

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On the brighter side, I had a dream and it went like this:

I was in St. Paul, in my highschool uniform, and guess what. I had Influenza A(H1N1)! So it was really retarded, everyone else was running around me as if the fire drill alarm had been sounded, and I had to rush to the clinic in the midst of the rampaging students and teachers shouting "H1N1 OUTBREAK!" (And how could it be an outbreak if it was just me?)

Anyway, there were even strange ugly marks around my body -- like the ones when you have the pox. So Sacla said,

"Are you sure that's H1N1 and not Chicken Pox?"

And I replied, "Hey, you're right! I've never gotten Chicken Pox before."

And Sacla* smiled, and I smiled, and Kyoy* thought we were retarded.

And I woke up.

*Literally, sacla and kyoy, as themselves in my dream


Well, its not so much the bright side, I guess, but its kind of funny, eh?

Just finished watching the Oscar's today!

( so I take off my top hat )


This is probably my first time watching the Academy Awards from start to finish (except well--see the edits below), and I must say it was kinda fun! :3 Only I'd rather do without all those commercials. (Then again, wouldn't we all?)


The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian was only shown for like, a split second -- in the short presentation of Action Movies of 2008. Is Narnia even supposed to be in that category? ;o; Oh well, I got my William Moseley swinging a sword fix during that split second, so...


Congratulations to all the winners~ ;D

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Since I spent most -- or all -- of my morning watching the Oscar's, I vowed that my afternoon would be dedicated to the one thing I'd rather not dedicate an afternoon to:

School Work for the Week.

Things to do:
1) Tuesday [FA] FAGEtc layouting
2) Tuesday [Bio] Lab Exam #3
3) Wednesday [Socio] Reporting: Adolescent Reproductive Health (RH Bill, etc)
4) Friday [Socio] Debate
5) Saturday [Math] Exam #3


Hell week, much?

Thank goodness that today was declared a holiday, though; else my Math Exam of Doom, Third Edition would have been held today. Phew~

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* On what Oscar hosts said: this is not verbatim, of course; despite the lag being only a few hours my brain does not remember the exact words said anymore. And I'm too lazy to Google. orz


[EDIT 01] The Best Animated Film still exists! I think there was something wrong with the channel I was watching on or maybe I just missed it--probably on the time I went to take a bath? But that was during the Best Original Score... oh anyway. alabapoy has kindly corrected me that Wall-E did win an award! :3 Thanks, Pyorfaggot!

[EDIT 02] alabapoy confirmed that the Best Animated Film award DID happen right after the Best Original Score award--WHICH IS WHEN I TOOK THE LIBERTY TO BATHE. But I was so quick--I ONLY TOOK SECONDS!!! (Well, no. Give or take a few minutes?) ;o; I didn't want to miss anything, yet it seems I missed what I was looking forward to the most. WHY.

I'm not going to last a week with this going on, admittedly.

Every night is almost just like every other night ever since (first in a gap of months, then every few weeks, then every other day; but not everyday, I like to think I'm a little stronger than that). My head is fine but everything else is not; its kind of frustrating. My eyes are suffering the most expense. I need my glasses again to concentrate in class, but unfortunately they're a tad bit lost and I don't know if I should spend the rest of my early morning looking for them.


It just makes me sad that in the entirety of it all---

--nevermind.

What do I say now?

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Anyway, I'm sure my flist is tired of hearing me emo ;____; sorry guys, but ILU all just so you know, and thank you very much. It means a lot, even just the small comment of "hug!" and things like that. :3 Thank you! I'll do my best not to make these kinds of posts, er, in the very near future.

Just, thank you.

:3

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Uho!

I know I've asked so much from you guys, but if you all wouldn't mind, I need srs cosplay help. I'm going to cosplay Shirley Fenette from Code Geass with a group (composing of the usual people I <3).

( the shades of brown and orange make my head ache )

If you have other wig suggestions than the ones I found I'd love to see them, too.

Uhuhu I'm really sorry for taking up your time, but thank you, everyone!

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Due to the lack of a Shirley wig I had to cosplay Milly Ashford instead during our org's con last November 8, 2008: AME 8TH AVENUE: Taking the Streets of Harajuku. I must mention that this "Plan B" could not have been accomplished without avishi's assistance, as it was she who lent me the wig. THANK YOU SO MUCH, dear~

( she wasn't naturally blonde )


In any case, I'll post more pictures soon! (I always seem to say that D: so far I lack Mangaholixxx Pictures, OtakonEK pictures, and now this.) I'll try to do them all at one post.

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Really,

thanks so much.

I know I have been gone for since... forever, but forever is never enough to be gone and so I'm back! (Retarded sense, but just play along, okay?) So indeed, welcome back, psychedelic_aya, ho ho ho! In order to celebrate my return to the only blog I've ever loved, I shall share an epic project! *o*

Alright! A Cake Production/Hapon 11 project is just too silly to pass up, right?


ケーキ♫メロヂイ　〜愛のコンサート〜
KEEKI♫MERODII: AI NO KONSAATO
PRESENTED BY CAKE PRODUCTIONS | FOR HAPON 11 (IAN-SENSEI)

THE TRAILER:


A popular band called the Cherry Boys have disbanded. Three of their biggest fans, namely: Aki, Fuyu and Natsu, have decided to do whatever it takes in order to remedy this problem! But against the evils of hatred and anger, will the power of their hearts be enough?

THE FULL VERSION CAN NOW BE DOWNLOADED HERE!
@ sendspace | 234 MB (standard res, movie + trailer)

ALSO, YOU CAN DOWNLOAD THE DVD COVER HERE! | by seikochan



For more info on us or for more of our works ;D, visit cakeproductions!


And so there you have it! ;D ENJOY!

Thanks ;D!

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Both Cake♥Mountain and Cake♫Melody make my heart flutter. I'll definitely miss Hapon class, Ian-sensei, and all my classmates. There's no sem like a Hapon-filled one.

Speaking of semesters, a new one is coming up. Enrollment is beginning, and what. I'm still stuck with my measly FOUR UNITS after FOUR BATCH RUNS. So, okay. I didn't get to enlist properly the first time, never got to enlist the second time, and the third and fourth one were just failures.

I really need subjects. Badly. My only hope seems to be prerog/e-prerog, but I can only get to that on Wednesday.

;___;



And you know, I need subjects but I don't really know where I'm going to shift to anyway.

Mid-life course slash career crisis, much? Yeah.

Here we go again.

Sum up the moon cycle + rotation of the earth, leave some post-its on the stars:


1) Some lies are worth living. Most aren't.

2) Don't think you're worthless. They might never realize what you're worth, but don't wait for them to.

3) Step back, and you'll know.

4) Make promises because you want to keep them. Not because you know you'll break them, anyway.

5) Say "I love you", and relish in the feeling that you'll always, always, always mean it.

6) Don't ever tell your boyfriend you're reading Cosmopolitan.

7) Mother's best advice: live your life with a condition--have no regrets.

8) Procrastination is the one thing you're allowed to procrastinate.

9) They think they know best. They probably do. Probably.

10) Smile like a rainbow in an inverted sky; heavenly, grandeur, and colorful.

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You have to move. Don't dwell.


--raw, churning, and without mercy;

the makings of an unforgivable reality.

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Regret for something you had no control over: is of the worst kind. Don't assume, don't fill your head. All of this is nonsense, was, will be.

The person who knows you best is not yourself. It's never yourself.
It's never someone else, either.

You could be wrong. They could be right. Or it could be the other way around.




In the end, you have to keep on smiling.

Someone could be smiling right behind you.

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REAL POST

/ a skirmish of real life with handhelds:

The World Ends With You is awesome and cute. o/ I ship NekuxShiki already, and I'm only on Day Four. Ugh, Square Enix, you make me fall in love with your plots over and over again. Plus the battle system is really innovative for something on a Nintendo DS.

Wild ARMs XF DECEIVED me, I thought Clarissa and Felius were siblings but no. LIES. D: Ugh my chances for incest, a failure.

I want FF Dissidia. D: KUJA AND ZIDANE BABY! o/



/ a skirmish of real life with real life:

How complicated this title is! D:

School, ah school. Everything's been on hold because of procrastination and school. Ugh, I need to get back to work now.

(read: I'll be reading Amrita and doing the sigsheet. Which is in no way related to school. Or anything.

Maybe a little.)

Banzai!

I'm supposed to be resting, but the intarwebs tempted me, and kyoy had to put a meme, and so!

☆ Pick 10 of your favorite movies
☆ Go to IMDB and find a quote from each movie
☆ Post them here for everyone to guess
☆ Fill in the film title once it's guessed
☆ No Googling or anything to that extent

( You sort of... glitter now. Is that normal? )


Obviously, #11 is there for the lulz. But seriously. I want to watch it now, wah.

Anyway, if anyone wants to know the correct answers, leave me a comment or Y!M me and I'll give them to you~ :3

Okay, I should go and rest now, before the stupid bacterias/viruses/whichever in my body decide they want to have a party. :|


Mangaholixxx Clannad cosplay pics soon, when I feel better~ o/

Okay, because I'm a dork, I SPAM YOUR FRIENDS PAGE WITH THIS!

...Its really an amazing video. Simple, but brilliant. I cried so much! ;___; At first I thought wuzu was lulzing around again with monkeys when he sent this to me, b-but no. He was right, and I thank him for linking me to the vid. It's seriously sad and beautiful, a-and I love every bit of it ufuuu~

Kiwi!
by Doni Permedi


Okay, so maybe I am a total crybaby (as kyoy doesn't hesitate to point out). But, wah, I can't even begin to describe what I feel for the Kiwi. I-I really felt sorry for it; and not to mention it was so cute and so hardworking a-and so hopeful...

;_____;



MORE VIDEOS THAT MADE ME CRY
1) Thai Life Insurance - Father and Son
I watched this right after I watched Kiwi! and being the weakling I am, it was not a good idea. I couldn't stop bawling. ;____; For people who love their parents but always remember the little moments you don't get along. Ufuuu~

2) Thai Life Insurance - Marry Me
If you're looking for something sweet and sappy and just a little reminiscent (but possibly more dramatic) than A Walk to Remember, then watch this.

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On the happy side of things, I went out with kyoy, sacla and anriz88 today!

We bonded (yaaaay!), watched 21 (which was awesome, btw!) and I got to buy a new article of clothing (I-I know I wasn't supposed to spend, but it was too cute to resist). I also finally got to sit in the Narnia: Prince Caspian display advertisement chair thingamajig.


FOR NARNIAAAA~ o/ Fuwa I'm so excited, its showing next week!

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Another thing I'm excited for: Mangaholixxx (and the Pyro Olympics that come with it *O*)!

I went to the seamstress today to fix the details for our patch thingies. I hope everything goes well by Friday, hee~

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Wah the vids still make me cry ;___;~ *dork*

Another meme! Tagged by kyoy~

∴ Think of 10 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.
∴ Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
∴ Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
∴ Post them on LJ and let people guess which the five false ones are!
∴ Get 5 others to do the same.

( Can you keep a secret? )

Tag: alabapoy, seikochan, eggdrpsoup, wuzu, serenityrages


Hee~ ;D Please try and guess, you guys!

Like in Kyoy's post, anyone who gets all five lies will have their name be put in large, pretty, blinky text in this post.

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AWARDS

☆ wuzu FOR GETTING ALL 5!
☆ alabapoy FOR GETTING ALL 5!
☆ kyoy FOR GETTING ALL 5 + REASONINGS!

Just got back from shopping with jaykeielemenopi, aha. Will make a post about that later. Anyway~

Once more, a meme! From alabapoy and seikochan~

( the gravity of it all )


Tag: wuzu, jae_esca, sappherine, star_flare, cryptaviscus, rixorama, himitsu_no_hime, tongs08

These eight people must state who they were tagged by.
You cannot tag the person who tagged you.
Continue this game by sending this to eight other people.

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Uho!

Click here to check it out and download!

My first post at noisebarrage! I'm assigned to Tuesdays, so expect music spammage from me on that day!

This is especially dedicated to sweet_chii, whom I owe some good Barbie Almalbis songs to. Darling, sorry for the delay, but here you go! ♥ This is also for all the Barbie fans out there, of course! Hope you enjoy the compilation~

And oh oh oh. Anti-piracy laws and all that, so enjoy this fan-made compilation, but buy the original album to promote Barbie even better! :3


...And yes, I only discovered the Sorry Song today. I found it rather pretty... in this really sad sort of way. ;___;

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On a random note,

I think I'm getting paranoid again. Fuuu~

D:


...Or maybe its just the fatigue and stress. Ugh. My brain is everywhere and my neck hurts and none of my body parts seem to be working well at all. Nooo.

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But, you know, there are always bright sides to everything!

La la la~ ♥