I'd sing "Guess Who's Back (back back back)" but people would probably throw bananas -- tomatoes? -- apples? -- hopefully a singular grape -- at me.

Hellooo, you guys! How I missed you so! Apologies are in order -- for again, I have failed to keep my resolution to finally make worth of my paid account. It was on hiatus for some months, wasn't it -- and without notice, too boot. Uguuu. I am very sorry.

I missed you guys so much! My whole internet life has been down on the dumps, recently. It's painful, you know? (Errr, unless you count in my recent addiction to Playfish's Restaurant City on Facebook. Uhhh, but besides that, you know, and a dozen more Facebook applications and quizzes, it has been pretty down on the dumps. No, don't give me that look, I'm being serious!)


Anyway!

How are you guys? Update me as much as you'd like (comment, link me to one of your posts, etc), I'd really love it. As for me... well, a dozen things have been happening and I guess I really do have a million things to talk about. But that's for later, and I'll be posting regularly again anyway (I hope) so I'll try to catch up through that.

For now, I'd like you guys to see the proud "triplet-volt-in!" work of me, Kyoy, and Sacla! (Mostly with Kyoy directing. :3 After all, she's the layout expert, woohoo!)


kyoypsychedelic_ayasacla
Layout Change Times Three!
All Stats Increase!
Triplets Volt In!


Okay, so that has got to me the corniest tagline I've made in my entire life, but don't let it steer you away from checking out our layouts! We'd be extremely happy if you did. :3 Hee~ thank you!

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On a random note, my chemistry lab professor is epic. He tells us to submit our formal reports on Monday but actually means Wednesday then explains, "I said Monday because I knew you'd do it during the weekends. If I'd said Wednesday, you'd cram it on Tuesday."

Wew. Sudden change of events, but he rocks, and I'm not complaining.

Guess who's cramming it on Tuesday anyway? :3

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Just so that this post will have something fandom-related, because really, I haven't fangirled in a long time over this journal -- so allow me to take the opportunity to BECAUSE EDEN OF THE EAST 05 JUST MADE AKIRA HOTTER THAN HE ALREADY WAS AND--

Oh right. Spoilers underneath the cut, ahem.

( leave it to me )

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Hee~

In this week of scorching heat -- well, last Monday, it rained.

( raindrops keep falling on my head )


Anyway, the point of that whole backstory is that I am sick. Well, the fever is barely there (it comes and goes but thank goodness its never high) but the colds and cough are horrible, and my chest feels as if a cat has been using my lungs/ribcage to sharpen its claws. Ugh. Why.

My mom gave me meds already and I wish coughs were like headaches who go away at a single dose of a painkiller. But no, they take time, stupid stubborn cough bacteria. FIGHT THEM MY LEUKOCYTES FIGHT THEM!

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Yesterday, it was UP AME's Miting De Avance.

I think all the candidates did very well! I know all of us were nervous at first, but I think everyone was able to pull through. Now, its up to the General Assembly to cast their votes! Oh, and me too~ I'll be casting my vote when I go to school.

My goal is to defeat Mr. Abstain fu fu fu. *o* I must not let him reach his invisible hands to the public!

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CLANNAD ENDS TODAY! (Formally, at least.)

Give Tomoya and Ushio their Nagisa back, Key and Kyoani *o*!!!111

o/

I'm not going to last a week with this going on, admittedly.

Every night is almost just like every other night ever since (first in a gap of months, then every few weeks, then every other day; but not everyday, I like to think I'm a little stronger than that). My head is fine but everything else is not; its kind of frustrating. My eyes are suffering the most expense. I need my glasses again to concentrate in class, but unfortunately they're a tad bit lost and I don't know if I should spend the rest of my early morning looking for them.


It just makes me sad that in the entirety of it all---

--nevermind.

What do I say now?

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Anyway, I'm sure my flist is tired of hearing me emo ;____; sorry guys, but ILU all just so you know, and thank you very much. It means a lot, even just the small comment of "hug!" and things like that. :3 Thank you! I'll do my best not to make these kinds of posts, er, in the very near future.

Just, thank you.

:3

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Uho!

I know I've asked so much from you guys, but if you all wouldn't mind, I need srs cosplay help. I'm going to cosplay Shirley Fenette from Code Geass with a group (composing of the usual people I <3).

( the shades of brown and orange make my head ache )

If you have other wig suggestions than the ones I found I'd love to see them, too.

Uhuhu I'm really sorry for taking up your time, but thank you, everyone!

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Due to the lack of a Shirley wig I had to cosplay Milly Ashford instead during our org's con last November 8, 2008: AME 8TH AVENUE: Taking the Streets of Harajuku. I must mention that this "Plan B" could not have been accomplished without avishi's assistance, as it was she who lent me the wig. THANK YOU SO MUCH, dear~

( she wasn't naturally blonde )


In any case, I'll post more pictures soon! (I always seem to say that D: so far I lack Mangaholixxx Pictures, OtakonEK pictures, and now this.) I'll try to do them all at one post.

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Really,

thanks so much.

I know I have been gone for since... forever, but forever is never enough to be gone and so I'm back! (Retarded sense, but just play along, okay?) So indeed, welcome back, psychedelic_aya, ho ho ho! In order to celebrate my return to the only blog I've ever loved, I shall share an epic project! *o*

Alright! A Cake Production/Hapon 11 project is just too silly to pass up, right?


ケーキ♫メロヂイ　〜愛のコンサート〜
KEEKI♫MERODII: AI NO KONSAATO
PRESENTED BY CAKE PRODUCTIONS | FOR HAPON 11 (IAN-SENSEI)

THE TRAILER:


A popular band called the Cherry Boys have disbanded. Three of their biggest fans, namely: Aki, Fuyu and Natsu, have decided to do whatever it takes in order to remedy this problem! But against the evils of hatred and anger, will the power of their hearts be enough?

THE FULL VERSION CAN NOW BE DOWNLOADED HERE!
@ sendspace | 234 MB (standard res, movie + trailer)

ALSO, YOU CAN DOWNLOAD THE DVD COVER HERE! | by seikochan



For more info on us or for more of our works ;D, visit cakeproductions!


And so there you have it! ;D ENJOY!

Thanks ;D!

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Both Cake♥Mountain and Cake♫Melody make my heart flutter. I'll definitely miss Hapon class, Ian-sensei, and all my classmates. There's no sem like a Hapon-filled one.

Speaking of semesters, a new one is coming up. Enrollment is beginning, and what. I'm still stuck with my measly FOUR UNITS after FOUR BATCH RUNS. So, okay. I didn't get to enlist properly the first time, never got to enlist the second time, and the third and fourth one were just failures.

I really need subjects. Badly. My only hope seems to be prerog/e-prerog, but I can only get to that on Wednesday.

;___;



And you know, I need subjects but I don't really know where I'm going to shift to anyway.

Mid-life course slash career crisis, much? Yeah.

Here we go again.

Sum up the moon cycle + rotation of the earth, leave some post-its on the stars:


1) Some lies are worth living. Most aren't.

2) Don't think you're worthless. They might never realize what you're worth, but don't wait for them to.

3) Step back, and you'll know.

4) Make promises because you want to keep them. Not because you know you'll break them, anyway.

5) Say "I love you", and relish in the feeling that you'll always, always, always mean it.

6) Don't ever tell your boyfriend you're reading Cosmopolitan.

7) Mother's best advice: live your life with a condition--have no regrets.

8) Procrastination is the one thing you're allowed to procrastinate.

9) They think they know best. They probably do. Probably.

10) Smile like a rainbow in an inverted sky; heavenly, grandeur, and colorful.

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You have to move. Don't dwell.


--raw, churning, and without mercy;

the makings of an unforgivable reality.

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Regret for something you had no control over: is of the worst kind. Don't assume, don't fill your head. All of this is nonsense, was, will be.

The person who knows you best is not yourself. It's never yourself.
It's never someone else, either.

You could be wrong. They could be right. Or it could be the other way around.




In the end, you have to keep on smiling.

Someone could be smiling right behind you.

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REAL POST

/ a skirmish of real life with handhelds:

The World Ends With You is awesome and cute. o/ I ship NekuxShiki already, and I'm only on Day Four. Ugh, Square Enix, you make me fall in love with your plots over and over again. Plus the battle system is really innovative for something on a Nintendo DS.

Wild ARMs XF DECEIVED me, I thought Clarissa and Felius were siblings but no. LIES. D: Ugh my chances for incest, a failure.

I want FF Dissidia. D: KUJA AND ZIDANE BABY! o/



/ a skirmish of real life with real life:

How complicated this title is! D:

School, ah school. Everything's been on hold because of procrastination and school. Ugh, I need to get back to work now.

(read: I'll be reading Amrita and doing the sigsheet. Which is in no way related to school. Or anything.

Maybe a little.)

Banzai!

YEAAAH o/

I found my groupmates, Edward and Nons. Much thanks to the supporting help of wuzu, laevus, on_go_start and kyoy!

//obviously an edit

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DAMN YOU CELLPHONE WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GET DESTROYED NOW

DDD:

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I have a sad back-up plan, but this was worth trying too.


[EDIT 02] My cousins tortured me today. It doesn't help that all of them are at least four years younger than me.

Oh, besides jaykeielemenopi, who was no help in saving me from their evil clutches, at all. YOU TRAITOR!

DDD:

[EDIT 03] My phone? Still dead. Fuuu~

I'll be taking a bath again soon for the early mass, but first, before that, an LJ post! (Isn't it such joy to know you've got LJ to run to?)

And what better to do when you're bored: a meme!



Taken from kyoy & alabapoy:

Take the first sentence (or two) from the first entry of each month and post it here. That's your year in review.

( Twelve months! )



And there we have it, the year in review! :D I just realized how emo I was this 2007. NOES. Butbutbut! Random emo has ended! HA HA HA. ;D

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November-December has proven to be very happy, though. Hee~ yay for the second semester!

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I was so wiped out yesterday that I think I slept in all my classes (which were all Bio anyway) at least once. D: I didn't get to sleep at all the day before because of lulz and Simbang Gabi--not that I'm complaining, of course, because losing sleep for lulz and Simbang Gabi (with free food!) is the best thing in the world--but it was pretty funny to feel so out of it the whole day.

(And not to mention: my blockmates seemed to be out of it, too. Scenario: we all slept at CASAA for about, what, two hours? Ahahaha.)

sappherine felt the same, I think, especially when we were commuting home. Its really funny and amusing when you're sleepy and the people around you feel the same, as well. Hurrah for bangag-bonding! ;D

When I got home I didn't even bother to change and just plopped on the bed. Woke up once for a short while, got hugged by my dad, and then crawled to the sofa for comfort. (Got feasted on by mosquitoes along the way, noes! ;___;)


I woke up at three o'clock, and here I am now! (--I should really be getting ready for the mass before the morning band plays again-- D:)

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EEEP, 4:03 already?

*zooms*

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P.S wigiboy I POKE YOU FOR THE LULZ and for revenge! FU FU FU.

Er, yes. I know I always say what I want to do whenever I get lost from LJ for this long, but I oftentimes I never get to do it, and so I'll just keep my mouth shut for now. Eeep.

In the end, I still haven't learned to fix my life. Mouuu.

psychedelic_ayapsychedelic_ayapsychedelic_aya
SPIRAL ~Suiri no Kizuna~ (again, because I don't think I'll ever be over it)

But on the bright side of trying to overcome procrastination--yesyesyes, look! I have once again updated my layout, and now it features a shiny AyuHiyo theme, just because they are love and they have consumed my soul. (That's over-exaggeration, of course, but sometimes I think that maybe I wouldn't mind.) I also took the liberties of making a mataching profile page, just because I'm a weaboo dork that way.

;D

Hee.

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School has been really interesting nowadays. I like to think that my moment of pure!random!wtfudge!shiznits!emo is gone, and that I'm a better person now (lulz). I know I haven't changed the slightest bit when it comes to my priorities for studies, but at least I can feel that I've stepped into pace with the speed of college life.

My blockmates are amazing, after all, and UP AME is totally awesome. *O*

I know I have these groups of people to thank, hee, just because.

Fu fu fu.

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Now that its 3:45 in the morning and I have to go to mass, I have come to wonder one thing:

WTH sappherine WHY ARE YOU STILL AWAKE AND TALKING TO ME IN YM LULZ? I didn't realize the time, and we were spazzing about Clannad, Myself Yourself and Shugo Chara for hours, and then now I see the clock and whoa.

Lulz. GO TO SLEEP ZOILA DARLING. ;D


(I was also talking to mikkokoron, but hee, Kuya Mikko just went to sleep now. And oh MOYASHIMON fanservice is made of lulz win, thanks for showing that, Kuya!)

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Erk, my first LJ post in weeks and yet I must be boring and not spazz at all. D: I FEEL LIKE A FAILURE.

Errr, in my defense, I have to get ready for mass extra early, don't I?

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More of my random notes:

I think I might be consumed by this if I think about it too much. I'm not quite sure if I can (or if I should) (or if I want to) (of if I--?), but sometimes oftentimes I think it could be a good thing.


Thinking can srsly drain your brain. D:

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I finished three puzzles today and totally PWNED jae_esca! HA HA HA! I CAN FINALLY BEAT YOU AT SOMETHING. This is like, one of the best moments of my life. (Asides from the time I beat you at our video-bet, yeah, that too.)

TRYING TO BEAT YOU at anything HAS COME TO BE PART OF MY EFFING TEENAGE YEARS YOU KNOW. ;___;

Yes, I'm that pathetic.

Ohohoho!

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EEE~ 3:52! The mass is at what, 4:00? No, 4:30!

Zoom!


CRAP THE BAND IS PLAYING AM I LATE?


[EDIT 01] Oh joy. My mother has won the race to the bathroom. ;____; (Its okay, though, since she has to go somewhere~) B-but! Eeep, they'll kill me for being late! Fuuuu.

1. FINALLY SETSUNA, FINALLY!

2. I'M SORRY BUT IKUTOxAMU > TADASExAMU FU FU FU!

3. OMGOSH pengie POSTED THE REMAKE OF CHAIN CH 01 I'M GOING TO DIE OF HAPPINESS! ILU PENGIE-SAN.

4. HAHAHAHA YES MY SHOES ARE CLEAN AND SHINY AND 360

5. I'LL NEVER TELL

















//the nonsense ends here

(there were seventeen blank spaces)

Why was I expctecting this? It's totally funny, but I was expecting this.




My my, Tiffany-san, maybe you did make a rather wrong decision after all.

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[GHOST HUNT] makes me happy. I AM ENLIGHTENED. Why didn't I watch this series sooner. ;___; MAI IS SO ADORABLE, and Naru is just, hot. And NaruxMai? WIN. Total OTP win. <333



Just like being a hermit does.

Sometimes I think this is what I'm meant to do in life.

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Yes, I'm still a hermit. And loving it, by the way.

Kthnkxbai.