I'm not going to last a week with this going on, admittedly.

Every night is almost just like every other night ever since (first in a gap of months, then every few weeks, then every other day; but not everyday, I like to think I'm a little stronger than that). My head is fine but everything else is not; its kind of frustrating. My eyes are suffering the most expense. I need my glasses again to concentrate in class, but unfortunately they're a tad bit lost and I don't know if I should spend the rest of my early morning looking for them.


It just makes me sad that in the entirety of it all---

--nevermind.

What do I say now?

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Anyway, I'm sure my flist is tired of hearing me emo ;____; sorry guys, but ILU all just so you know, and thank you very much. It means a lot, even just the small comment of "hug!" and things like that. :3 Thank you! I'll do my best not to make these kinds of posts, er, in the very near future.

Just, thank you.

:3

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Uho!

I know I've asked so much from you guys, but if you all wouldn't mind, I need srs cosplay help. I'm going to cosplay Shirley Fenette from Code Geass with a group (composing of the usual people I <3).

( the shades of brown and orange make my head ache )

If you have other wig suggestions than the ones I found I'd love to see them, too.

Uhuhu I'm really sorry for taking up your time, but thank you, everyone!

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Due to the lack of a Shirley wig I had to cosplay Milly Ashford instead during our org's con last November 8, 2008: AME 8TH AVENUE: Taking the Streets of Harajuku. I must mention that this "Plan B" could not have been accomplished without avishi's assistance, as it was she who lent me the wig. THANK YOU SO MUCH, dear~

( she wasn't naturally blonde )


In any case, I'll post more pictures soon! (I always seem to say that D: so far I lack Mangaholixxx Pictures, OtakonEK pictures, and now this.) I'll try to do them all at one post.

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Really,

thanks so much.

Tagged by kyoy~

☆ Go to GoogleFlickr
☆ Search up your answer
☆ Pick one image from the first page
☆ Post

( show me the stars again, someday )


Phew, that took some time! But here you go, kyoy. And oh, seikochan, check it out~ because there's an image in there that's for you. ;D

Try to take some time in guessing what the images mean? :3 Cookie for anyone who gets everything right!

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So me and jaykeielemenopi are going out today, for cousinly bonding time. The faggot. D:

( TIFFANY MEANS FU FU FU. )

I think there are little things that are true (which I bolded), lol. But that could be just me. What do you guys think? ;D

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FACEBOOK IS TAKING MY BRAIN. I think I may have been neglecting LJ because of it. U-uguuu. Sorry, flist. B-but I'm here now so that means I was able to resist the pull of that evil black hole! (Once you get in Facebook, there's no getting out. DDD:)

So so so if you have a facebook ADD ME darlings. Leave a comment and I'll respond with with my e-mail, hee!


I think it was mushroom18 that said something like: FACEBOOK IS SO NOT FRIENDSTER OR MYSPACE. To which I agree wholeheartedly. SO GO GET YOUR OWN FACEBOOK NOW SKJDKKJH!

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On a more life-related blogging topic:

Last Tuesday was The University of the Philippines' Centennial Kick Off! Hurrah UP, you're a hundred years old already, lol. Join in the revelry, people. (LOL REVELRY but er anyway)

It was uber fun~ classes got canceled halfway throughout the day and I got to spend lotsa time with the UP AME people. We watched the parade, the skydivers, and oh oh OH the FIREWORKS. ♥ Epic fireworks. I thought they were really pretty and lovely and yeah, they're one of the things that took my heart that day! *O* SHINY PYROTECHNICS!

I don't have pictures of the awesome fireworks (I was too distracted and left my things + camera behind when I ran via forest warscene after wigiboy and wuzu lol--but thank you Kuya Ryne and sm16 darling for carrying my stuff for me) but I do have other pictures! You can view them all over at my Multiply. ;D


I GOT TO FULFILL ONE OF MY MANY DREAMS LAST TUESDAY FTW. You know that long pipe near Albert Hall? I WAS ABLE TO WALK IT HO HO HO. I told myself I'd do it before I graduate but then YAY freshman year, one dream down. Life is good, fu fu fu! I think sappherine has most of the pipe-walking photos (taken by wigiboy, yesyes?) but she hasn't uploaded it in her Multiply. I was able to snag one, though, from mushroom18 (just to show you how dorky and happy I am that I walked that pipe):


MATERIALIZATION OF A DREAM

Ohohoho~



And then OH. Djldfjksj. Need I mention that I went home so happy on this day I think my giddyness can reach 'til the next month is over. D: I shouldn't be so obvious and so DIE GIDDY!AYA DIE b-but hee~

♥

LOL WHAT IS THIS DOKIDOKI

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I STILL WANT A SNOCONE D: damn you Chemistry for ruining my dreams of ice cold yummies!

W-what if the stalls aren't there anymore tomorrow today? U-uguuu. ;____;



NO PLZ DO NOT READ BETWEEN THE LINES IN THIS POST WAIT WHAT AYA YOU RETARD D:

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ZOMGOSH I CAN'T BELIEVE IT
alabapoy AND frafifrafra
YOU HAVE BEEN PWNED!

*DANCES*



I think I should treat myself to a snocone now~

♥

Hello, 2008.

Wait no not yet--

Now I'm about to do a strange thing, seeing that its already January 2008--but here I am ranting aimlessly, still hung-up over December 2007. (Although I suppose its also a little bit of what I feel about how I now use my recently updated Multiply account; it does deserve a little usage right now, doesn't it, and so there.)

Its just that I've come to realize that the awesomeness of the month of December was under appreciated in this journal of mine. Which is kind of sad, yes? So I simply must do this to make up. Then maybe after I can begin my new year ranting of ho ho ho.

So here we go: I'm going to do the best I can to recap my December 2007, 'cause it was eventful and spectacular and shiny.

Yes, shiny.


Aya's December 2007
(in a rather Multiply-influenced nutshell)



Involves my a birthday, Christmas parties, photoshoots, family outings, carnivals, and a whole lot of lulz.

( December is not so cold for your little unstable heart. )

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It may be cheesy but what the heck: pictures say a thousand words (especially if you're a camwhore, like me, fu fu fu!) I couldn't really blog about these events one by one, and so this is the next best thing I could think of.

In any case!

I had fun this December--but oh, to fit the theme of this New Year's more:

I had fun this 2007! ;D It wasn't the best year per se, but it was close. I met new awesome people, hung out with old awesome people, and felt the LOVE YAY (what). I hope everyone shares the same sentiments?


So finally:

Hello 2008! Yosh, its time for a chaaange~ time to TURN OVER OUR LEAVES FTW SRSLY! (banzee17 THIS LINE MAKES ME MISS YOU.)

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UWAAA.

Classes resume tomorrow. D: Er, I mean, today. And its really 1:30 in the morning and I should really be going back to sleep 'cause Math 53 will probably eat my brain once I step in UP butbutbut--

Crap. I thought about something and got distracted and oh no.


What is happening. I think my heart killed my brain.

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On a random happy note, though, here are the things that made me squee during New Year's Day:

1. The feedback on Repairing Faith. ILU GUYS.
2. pengie-san and her post.
3. IMAGINARY CAKE (=/= CORNFLAKES)
4. ADIUM FTW (I'm doing this to be vague) I'M NOT TELLING~ ♥

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You know what I'm paranoid and noes and so what if what if what if!


That didn't make sense, did it.

...Shutting up now.

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(ROFL. The memory!

I'm thankful for my ears. This may not make sense now but if you ask me it might?)

;D

Just because I'm a dork, I'm following kyoy's format of this post of hers.

Why? To prove this--



An image from the [SPIRAL ALL ALONG] Artbook:



Ayumu is hotter than Kino. Period.

See me go FU FU FU.


(But you I<3you anyway, Kyoydear.)

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( What you don't know won't hurt you! )

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And yes. Just proof.


[EDIT 01] After staring at Ayumu's image and drooling on it some more, I would just like to mention what I have always noticed and asked myself why Eita Mizuno must pimp him more by drawing him with his pants' buttons slightly open. I mean, c'mon. It makes the fangirls (me included) die.

Fu fu fu.

[EDIT 02] List updated for those who figured me out. ;___; (Namely kyoy-chan, darmaestrox-chan, and slasher_forever-chan.)

...and complaining why am I a black sheep.


Yes, indeed, it is our math 17 the number is lovely finals tomorrow. Algebra + Trigonometry, a deadly mix for me. I've always loved math but its never loved me. Painful one-sided relationship this is, really. Love hurts, dammit.

I noticed that almost everyone in my father's side of the family happens to excel at math. Take a look at jakeielemenopi, for example. That loser is the perfect example, yes indeed. Sdjklsjdhk. Which is why I'm trying to exploit the bloodline and am now forcing him to dress up as me tomorrow to take the finals for me. Simple enough, right? ;;)

Ohohoho.

AND YES OF COURSE I'M SERIOUS. Sure, Jayjay will never be as COOL LOVELY TIFF as me but... as Jolo said... I am a... er, manly girl? (Am I supposed to be proud of this?)

( .....I still say he can pull it off. )


...No. Don't wake me up from reality and say I have to take the exam on my own. Just, no.



.....C'mon. You all know you want to put good use to your cousin's (who just happens to be a genius at math) brain.

( Can't blame me for trying. )

But still. Jayjay, I have come to believe that the reason you passed the APE was so that you could dress up as me at the Math 17 finals and ace the test. Just because. Really. Its pre-destined, or something. I KNOW IT I CAN FEEL IT!

Fu fu fu.



(And yes I am bored. And I do not want to study. Not a very good combination for someone who's trying to pass the finals.)

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Watching the ATENEO vs DLSU September 27, 2007 (UAAP Season 70) game--the last two minutes--simply because it makes me happy. Yay for psuedo-metaphorical morphines.

//random

<3


Erk I should be studying but Chris Tiu an ADMU win is just too distracting.

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[EDIT 01] I realize how utterly pathetic I am being but this is the anti-drug I'm holding on to right now. Reality sucks. I can dream. Its the only thing I can do at this crucial moment.

...If I read any more of Norwegian Wood I think I'm going to want a sanatorium of my own very soon. Snap!

And of course this isn't about math. Math will be solved fine as long as I kidnap Jayjay and fulfill my fashion statement on him.

Somehow, there's been loads of things in my head, and it all wants to go out. I love how serenityrages put into words this odd feeling of helplessness. Metaphorical birds plant shit in your hair--you know, somehow, its just that, but not that.

Exactly that.

[EDIT 02] ...I hope Mommy Rach is well by her birthday. GET WELL SOON MOMMY RACH. I <3 you!

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I will go back to my table and sulk now.

And so after enormous (or not so enormous) amounts of slacking off, I have finally decided to upload the pictures to PhotoBucket for pimpage here. Fu fu fu.

Becaaause. You all know I've wanted to cosplay since forever. LOL.

WARNING: PICTURE HEAVY, YO. LIKE WHOA.


ALYSSA'S 18TH BIRTHDAY COSPLAY COSTUME PARTY!
April 27, 2007.


You can guess. No, that's not me. Srsly.

( It's an adventure, right? )

Fun fun fun, deshou deshou?

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AND YES I DID DO THE HARE HARE YUKAI. ROFLMAO. IT WAS A MUST, WITH THE HEADBAND AND THE TAG AND THE UNIFORM AND ALL. XD It was probably disturbing but with kyoy and darkmaestrox with me, IT WAS LIKE WHOA YAY. YO. SHANNARO. HEE~♥♥♥

Oh~ in case you don't know who Suzumiya Haruhi is, there should be a link up there in the first pic. She's the main character of [Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu], and if you haven't watched it yet GO DO IT ASDLASKDJ!

I did her summer outfit, though, as you can see. I would've died in her long-sleeved uniform, with what how hot it is here.

And yes, I look nothing like her (stop rubbing it in my face, jae_escayoufaggg). But that doesn't matter much, SHANNARO! Does it? Right?

I might post the components of my costume soon, just because I'm a dork. I'll post it with my "SUPPER SHANNARO HUZZAH~ I THANK AND ♥LOVE♥ kyoy-CHAN FOR HER TREATS FROM JAPAN FOR ME".

Yosssh. ;)

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BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYSSA! ♥
I MISS YOU. SADJKLSJD.
You haven't been gone a day but I miss you. Crap. I really miss you. :(

( I wish you never left. )

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And sooo. Thus ends my wanna-be cosplay post. HEE.

HO HO HO.

(Speaking of which, my family seems to be okay with the idea of me cosplay-ing for the rest of my college life. UP AME PLEAAASE LOL FU FU FU. I was wearing the Haruhi costume for fun during dinner time, and even my grandparents were amused because I was all "YOSH HUZZAH SHANNARO DESHOU DESHOU LETS GO!" about it. HEE HEE HEE. ♥

Okaaay sure my mom kept on laughing at me but heeey~ she helped find the right cloths and the seamstress, didn't she? She even paid for everything! I LOVE YOU MOM! ♥ And my dad looked at me weird but he laughed nonetheless. SHANNARO.)

♥


And of course I might cosplay again. Er. Soon. Fu fu fu. That Haruhi uniform won't go to waste! Yossssh.

WE'LL DO IT AGAIN, KYON?

(I need a Kyon. ♥ HEE.)

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PS. Revitalizing POWER OF YOUTH DIET ON THE WORKS! LOL.

PPS. I've watched Naruto The Movie 3. SDJASKL. It just made me miss Sasuke, dammit. BUT SAKURA WAS SO COOL AND PRETTY AND GASP IS THAT NARUSAKU I SEE? NOOO. (Shall post about more of this later. Slskajd.)

PPS. renaissance_era contest GO GO GO!

ERR.

BOOOM!

KYON!

I am not falling for this again. No, no, no--

IsworeIsaidItoldmyselfIreallyreallydid. Not. Again.


yesthankyouverymuch, fu fu fu. ♥

And that is all. or not

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Went to the Ateneo HS fair yesterday. ;)

I was originally with Ivanna, J-em, Johleen, Kit and Kai~ but then later on so many other batchmates popped up that everyone was just everywhere and we just all had fuuun. Parteeeh. Fu fu fu.

There was GUITAR HERO forcryingoutloud but I was too shy to play it gaaah. There were rides, too (in which we rode just one); and a lot of booths as well (in which Ivanna, J-em and Kai got married to). Hee hee. ♥

MRT was also performing for the Battle of the Bands but I couldn't watch them :( because Papa fetched me early, though (I said 4:00 PM but oh c'mon he was there by 3:15 PM). LMAO, Dad. ^^

Still, I felt bad I wasn't able to spend so much time with banzee17 and Athena since I went home early. :( (I SWEAR I shall make it up to youuu~ yosh! Sine tayo! Yesss! ;))


BUT YES, jaykeielemenopi~ thaaank you. ♥♥♥ And I'm sorry for dragging you there for reasons involving your blue polo shirt~ but still, I OWE YOU I OWE YOU I OWE YOU. THANK YOU. *glompage♥* Fu fu fu. congratulations on your batman pin, btw nya. ha. ha.



Totally incoherent words but sort-of related to the fair nonetheless:

I asked for a sign and it came

How am I suppose to interpret it now?


this thing you're reading may be not what it seems fu fu fu. ♥

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There was a surprise at home, ROFLMAO.

And thus I have named that surprise "Kira 『キラ』". because I like the name and no of course its not a Gundam SEED or Death Note influence

Surprisingly, bytheway, my siblings (yes, both of them) have actually agreed to call him Kira. (I expected them to rebel in their, you know, usual rebellious ways. LOL. But they oddly didn't. And so now his name is Kira.) ;)


KIRA 『キラ』
.teh golden retriever.




I find him awfully cute. ♥

Yaaay.

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I went to Metrowalk yesterday and ZOHMYGOSH an original Ayumi Hamasaki CD was waiting for me~♥♥♥

So I bought it. I mean, it was there, ON SALE, forcryingoutloud, and the world knows how hard it is to find Ayumi Hamasaki CDs in this country. :| Plus, when you do find them, they're liekwhoa expensive. So that one was just waiting to be bought. BY ME HAHAHA. Errr, yesss. ♥

Its the "Moments" album. I'd actually prefer the "My Story" album, but then beggars can't be choosers and I like Ayumi anyway so I just went and grabbed it before anyone else could! fu fu fu. So now I have finished uploading it to KID (my iPod), because KID is like my lifeline to my music and movies. Yooosssh.

Some other things I snagged from Metrowlk were: a DVD of live Ayumi concerts, a DVD of live Gakt concerts (which I'm planning to give to sm16 if she doesn't have it yet), and a bunch of mixed J-rock/pop tracks.

The last one is what I'm listening to now, and I am slowly discovering other J-bands/artists to fangirl over. 'Cause everyone knows I'm such a dork that way.

Fu fu fu.

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I feel stinky. I should take a baaath. (kyoy BE PROUD OF ME♥♥♥)

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that sign was too much on time

Whatwhenhowwhy? its nothing more than what the air brings


あげく。。私は おまえの 名前を おぼいてる。

I CAN SEE.

(And this post has a picture because I'm a dork and everyone has knows it.)


Errr, yes. Since my previous glasses broke (not like I wore them much, anyway), I was able to sneak my way into buying a new pair when my mom and dad were buying themselves some new frames. BWAHAHAH. And so thus, yes, I have new glasses.

And they are red. Yay.

I know its not anything relevant, but err. My grade went up from 75-50 to 100-100, I think; I'm not so sure if the doctor said 100-100 or 100-75. Either way, something went up, whatever it was. Fu fu fu. (Still, I don't wear my glasses much anyway, but you know.)

BUT! Hah, I am wearing them now. Fu fu fu.

Oooh. Reddd. ♥

EVERYTHING'S SO NICE AND PRETTY WITH GLASSES ON

Crack!Crashbamboom!

(I think I should wear these more often. :|)


The-red-pair-of-glasses. (It needs a name. :|)

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My mom and I talked last night about the whole confusing college thing.

In the end, after everything was all said and done, she decided that oh she's LETTING ME CHOOSE WHERE I'M GOING. GAH NO. I don't think choosing is possible. I'm liek whoa the most indecisive person ever.

Nonetheless, I have a month (or less, because February is really a month or less, you know) to think about it.


I feel so lost.


(Still--

THANK YOU LORD FOR EVERYTHING. ♥)

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I don't know if I've ranted about this before but what the heck--

I FOUND THE ALICE ELLIOT (Shadow Hearts) FIGURINE BWAHAHAH.


I thought I'd never see it again ever since that oh-so-heartbreaking encounter in Filbar's at the far away land of Cagayan De Oro. But lo and behold! One trip to Glorietta is all it takes, and thus coincidenceFATE strikes!

Fu fu fu. ♥


(Next target: SAMURAI CHAMPLOO FIGURINES YOSH!)

*gets very shot*

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I have been blessed with new stuffies recently.

(Which is, I suppose, a good thing?)


FU FU FU. New shoosies, yesss. Thank you very much Tita Thea~ because mama has forbidden me to buy Chuck Taylor's. *weeps* Still, I shall find a way! Yosha!

New clothes--MY MOM BOUGHT ME A PAIR OF JEANS HUZZAH. My first one since FOREVER. I'm actually thinking of when to wear it. I'm really not much of a jeans person. (But still~! See, deostank? Improvement! Fu fu fu!)

(I, btw, spent most of my Christmas money on books--and manga. Who could ever forget the manga? Shiny new Haruki Murakami covers. Mmm.)


I think I'm going to need to start saving again, ho-hum.

And oh the want for material things kills me

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Yesss. When our thesis is done (final paper on Monday, SHANNARO!) I can finally start posting the SasuSaku gift exchange stuffs. (Still, though, the gifts are not complete. I'm still waiting~ but I'll start posting anyway.) ♥


Short fandom-wise rant:

I've started watching the Kindaichi Shounen no Jikenbo LIVE series. (Season 3 has Jun Matsumoto HUZZAH. *drool*) I have to say that I'm quite (or not so quite but quite) addicted. ♥♥♥ HajimexMiyuki yosssh! I find them utterly OTP-ish. You know. Fu fu fu.

(BUT GASP I AM CURSED OF ALWAYS SUPPORTING BROKEN PAIRINGS. Nooo. Could they be broken too? GASP.)


I NEED MORE FANDOM LOVE. (But truth be told, I have so much fandom nowadays. FU FU FU. Still. Fandom-ing is so fuuun. ♥)


Sadly, though, school is such a fandom distraction. GAH.

No, my priorities are not twisted--okay so maybe a little?

*gets very shot (again)*

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This post has no coherent thought or whatsoever.

(More so than usual, I mean.)

FU FU FU.

Then again, when have I ever thought in one direction?

Hmm. Good point.

XD

I AM NEVER GOING TO BE ABLE TO STUDY PROPERLY.

*pokes Economics and Math, which just so happen to be her exams tomorrow today*

I woke up at 2:30 AM and haven't touched a thing.

And it is all their fault:


SHINICHIxRAN FIRST GRADE CUTENESS. (I know Shinichi looks like Conan well duh but no that is him in all original age flesh and glory.)

And also:


I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE BUT I FANGIRL ANYWAY. (Final Fantasy XIII Versus guy.)


SEE? DISTRACTIONS.

(I didn't even bother putting them in an LJ cut because I'm "supposedly" in a hurry. Bah humbug.) x.x

*is dhed*

Um, so the stages of the business cycle were?