Okay, because I'm a dork, I SPAM YOUR FRIENDS PAGE WITH THIS!

...Its really an amazing video. Simple, but brilliant. I cried so much! ;___; At first I thought wuzu was lulzing around again with monkeys when he sent this to me, b-but no. He was right, and I thank him for linking me to the vid. It's seriously sad and beautiful, a-and I love every bit of it ufuuu~

Kiwi!
by Doni Permedi


Okay, so maybe I am a total crybaby (as kyoy doesn't hesitate to point out). But, wah, I can't even begin to describe what I feel for the Kiwi. I-I really felt sorry for it; and not to mention it was so cute and so hardworking a-and so hopeful...

;_____;



MORE VIDEOS THAT MADE ME CRY
1) Thai Life Insurance - Father and Son
I watched this right after I watched Kiwi! and being the weakling I am, it was not a good idea. I couldn't stop bawling. ;____; For people who love their parents but always remember the little moments you don't get along. Ufuuu~

2) Thai Life Insurance - Marry Me
If you're looking for something sweet and sappy and just a little reminiscent (but possibly more dramatic) than A Walk to Remember, then watch this.

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On the happy side of things, I went out with kyoy, sacla and anriz88 today!

We bonded (yaaaay!), watched 21 (which was awesome, btw!) and I got to buy a new article of clothing (I-I know I wasn't supposed to spend, but it was too cute to resist). I also finally got to sit in the Narnia: Prince Caspian display advertisement chair thingamajig.


FOR NARNIAAAA~ o/ Fuwa I'm so excited, its showing next week!

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Another thing I'm excited for: Mangaholixxx (and the Pyro Olympics that come with it *O*)!

I went to the seamstress today to fix the details for our patch thingies. I hope everything goes well by Friday, hee~

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Wah the vids still make me cry ;___;~ *dork*

Everything falls into place on a Sunday.

Hallelujah, really.

I feel slightly more cheerful damn last week was just horrid, really and everything seems to be fine now. Except for my studies--but then do I look like a give a damn?

^_____^

And of course I do give a damn. Which is why I'm slaving my ass off requirements, right? Right.

Ho-hum.

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And of course parish was loads of fun. As it always is, but now that there are two new additional members with very much hidden or not so hidden agendas I think this summer will be pretty interesting.

Parish is getting more and more interesting each time, actually--wakekeke. I'm still experiencing some kind of shock, though--I never expected to be able to meet all my summer class (two or three or four years ago) classmates again. And actually have decent civilized conversation.

Ohwell. I guess thats what makes it so fun.

And plus anne_delfin and serenityrages and voches_servient and mikeekay and emo_eedjot and kyoy and Kuya Daniel and Kuya Dexter...

Ah, such a dysfunctional family we are, really.

<3

Wahahaha.



I expect, if things go as I think they will with the "new members" (quite a funny bunch they are, really--?), we'll be even more dysfunctional soon.

And not to mention less civilized.

Or maybe that's just me.

^_____^

Most likely.

X3

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psychedelic_aya: But what if something goes WRONG?
darkmaestrox: It's you, Tiff. Something will go wrong.


Ah, what wonderful friends I have indeed...

♥

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Finished reading books one to four of the Chronicles of Narnia. And finally, I have given in to my OTP--

PeterxSusan is LOVE ♥
*coughcough* Check out teh icon!

And so what if its incest? It is LOVE. And that is all that matters. ^_____^ Whoo.

And besides, you know me. I've always had this incestuous pairing tendencies. Sacla says its because I have incestuous tendencies myself *gets shot* But that's another story. And besides, he's my SECOND cousin and that's technically allowed under the law! Okay. Urm. Forget I said anything. *dies*



Aya's incest sort-of pairing list:
KiraxCagalli [Gundam Seed/SDestiny]
LukexLea [Star Wars]
AkixAya [Ayashi no Ceres]
PeterxSusan [Chronicles of Narnia]
ShugoxRena [.Hack//Dusk]
MafuyuxMiku [Fatal Frame]
PsixKirau [Twisted Fantasy]

And the list probably goes on... *gets shotshotshot*

BUT NOTE: I do not like incestincestincest. I just like the sweet "AWWW" damn thats cute! fluffy type. Although I can handle incestincest, I suppose. But there are times when, you know, it does feel kind of wrong. *gets stabbed*

And of course its wrong, though... still.

I'm a sicko, really. ^_____^



...Please don't think any less of me? ~.^

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Wakekeke.

I am feeling slightly very jubilant today...

Although I am quite done hyperventilating, you know. X3

^_____^

But damn, this'll keep me up. The whole week.

GAH.

And if I fail my exams;

--At least I have something to blame.

Oh fun!

XDXDXD

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Want more booksbooksbooks right now, for some odd reason.

Wahahaha.

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MY EMO DAYS ARE OVVVEEER!

Really. ~.^ Of course there's no assurance, but you know--

And although I'm still worried about something, I think I should stay quite (or a lot, it depends XD) perky from now one. I have wonderful friends. And I wouldn't want them to worry. I'm sorry for making you worry, though.

I SO ♥ YOU GUYS.

Thanks for everything, ne?

Like whoa totally.

^_____^

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Btw,

I need SasuSaku. GAAAH. Its like a total NEED now.

GAH GAH GAH, I say.

GAAAH.

*rips hair out*

And besides, the suspense and NaruSaku is like teh whoa KILLING me

Mouuu.

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So.

You're about to be here.

("About to" because its still unsure and I don't see you yet, do I?)

So.

What now...?



...This is confusing me beyond all reason.

But I suppose--

Its always been confusing so it'll forever be confusing--

And things were meant to be this way.

What do you suppose?

^_____^

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I don't understand me.

I was happy.

At least I think I was happy.

Then... what now?

I'm still happy;

But its such a different feeling... like--

Like what?

I don't know.

^_____^

Doesn't matter, I guess. Its great, thats why. ♥ I like smiling this way.

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I've been holding on secretly ever since the longest time. Do you expect me to let go now?

Actually, yes, I do.

Then you're dead wrong.