Sum up the moon cycle + rotation of the earth, leave some post-its on the stars:


1) Some lies are worth living. Most aren't.

2) Don't think you're worthless. They might never realize what you're worth, but don't wait for them to.

3) Step back, and you'll know.

4) Make promises because you want to keep them. Not because you know you'll break them, anyway.

5) Say "I love you", and relish in the feeling that you'll always, always, always mean it.

6) Don't ever tell your boyfriend you're reading Cosmopolitan.

7) Mother's best advice: live your life with a condition--have no regrets.

8) Procrastination is the one thing you're allowed to procrastinate.

9) They think they know best. They probably do. Probably.

10) Smile like a rainbow in an inverted sky; heavenly, grandeur, and colorful.

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You have to move. Don't dwell.


--raw, churning, and without mercy;

the makings of an unforgivable reality.

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Regret for something you had no control over: is of the worst kind. Don't assume, don't fill your head. All of this is nonsense, was, will be.

The person who knows you best is not yourself. It's never yourself.
It's never someone else, either.

You could be wrong. They could be right. Or it could be the other way around.




In the end, you have to keep on smiling.

Someone could be smiling right behind you.

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REAL POST

/ a skirmish of real life with handhelds:

The World Ends With You is awesome and cute. o/ I ship NekuxShiki already, and I'm only on Day Four. Ugh, Square Enix, you make me fall in love with your plots over and over again. Plus the battle system is really innovative for something on a Nintendo DS.

Wild ARMs XF DECEIVED me, I thought Clarissa and Felius were siblings but no. LIES. D: Ugh my chances for incest, a failure.

I want FF Dissidia. D: KUJA AND ZIDANE BABY! o/



/ a skirmish of real life with real life:

How complicated this title is! D:

School, ah school. Everything's been on hold because of procrastination and school. Ugh, I need to get back to work now.

(read: I'll be reading Amrita and doing the sigsheet. Which is in no way related to school. Or anything.

Maybe a little.)

Banzai!

memento mori
Remember that you are mortal.

Remember that
you will
one day
die.

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99.9% NOT AN EMO POST!

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Its been one hell of a busy week and my parents are starting to notice my deeper than usual eye bags. Thus, suddenly, my father imposes curfew. Noooes. But since I'm a sneaky child I get around it during the early mornings ohohoho

But yeah, reason for curfew: I'm sick, salkdjlksad. Crap.


Er, but anyway. Let's talk about life.

OR NOT


( (Yeah, I'd rather not.) )

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( I'M DRAWING BLANKS. )



By the way, renaissance_era?
Words cannot explain how I miss you guys.

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AND OH!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO banzee17 and slasher_forever. <3

I had an uber fun time at both your parties, yo. I miss you both so much!

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AND OH YEAH

SHIN MEGAMI TENSEI PERSONA 3 MADE ME SO DEPRESSED (even more depressed than I already am). :| EMO NOES.


(WARNING: VERY RANDOM SPAZZING AND SPOILERS LIEK WHOA.)


First it's because of the ( storyline. )

Second is ( the fact that it's a bloody brilliant game. )

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Er, anyway, pointlessness emo aside, let me say that--



Oh crap, I don't know, I feel so confused at this stage of my life. (Its mid-life crisis, I say; I'll only live until 35.)

Crapsladjlsak.

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First things first:

THINK POSITIVE and fix your procrastination problem er YES.

(I can do this. I will LIVE PREVAIL OHOHOHO!)

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Suddenly, the main concern of this post is gone--I don't even remember what it was. It was supposed to be coherent, I believe, but when have I been ever coherent with coherence. Sometimes I think the only thing I can be coherent with is incoherence.

Apparently, my mind tells me I'm too lazy for coherent coherence. This does not make sense to me at all, which is why I should get shot.

Arghnoes.





Okay, I'll go back and pretend to be doing what I'm supposed to be doing. Like TF schoolwork, or something.



(And fail miserably.)

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I think I'm going crazy, and I'm serious this time.

(Don't paradoxes make so much sense?

Laugh while irony slaps you in the face.)