I'm not going to last a week with this going on, admittedly.

Every night is almost just like every other night ever since (first in a gap of months, then every few weeks, then every other day; but not everyday, I like to think I'm a little stronger than that). My head is fine but everything else is not; its kind of frustrating. My eyes are suffering the most expense. I need my glasses again to concentrate in class, but unfortunately they're a tad bit lost and I don't know if I should spend the rest of my early morning looking for them.


It just makes me sad that in the entirety of it all---

--nevermind.

What do I say now?

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Anyway, I'm sure my flist is tired of hearing me emo ;____; sorry guys, but ILU all just so you know, and thank you very much. It means a lot, even just the small comment of "hug!" and things like that. :3 Thank you! I'll do my best not to make these kinds of posts, er, in the very near future.

Just, thank you.

:3

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Uho!

I know I've asked so much from you guys, but if you all wouldn't mind, I need srs cosplay help. I'm going to cosplay Shirley Fenette from Code Geass with a group (composing of the usual people I <3).

( the shades of brown and orange make my head ache )

If you have other wig suggestions than the ones I found I'd love to see them, too.

Uhuhu I'm really sorry for taking up your time, but thank you, everyone!

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Due to the lack of a Shirley wig I had to cosplay Milly Ashford instead during our org's con last November 8, 2008: AME 8TH AVENUE: Taking the Streets of Harajuku. I must mention that this "Plan B" could not have been accomplished without avishi's assistance, as it was she who lent me the wig. THANK YOU SO MUCH, dear~

( she wasn't naturally blonde )


In any case, I'll post more pictures soon! (I always seem to say that D: so far I lack Mangaholixxx Pictures, OtakonEK pictures, and now this.) I'll try to do them all at one post.

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Really,

thanks so much.

Okay, because I'm a dork, I SPAM YOUR FRIENDS PAGE WITH THIS!

...Its really an amazing video. Simple, but brilliant. I cried so much! ;___; At first I thought wuzu was lulzing around again with monkeys when he sent this to me, b-but no. He was right, and I thank him for linking me to the vid. It's seriously sad and beautiful, a-and I love every bit of it ufuuu~

Kiwi!
by Doni Permedi


Okay, so maybe I am a total crybaby (as kyoy doesn't hesitate to point out). But, wah, I can't even begin to describe what I feel for the Kiwi. I-I really felt sorry for it; and not to mention it was so cute and so hardworking a-and so hopeful...

;_____;



MORE VIDEOS THAT MADE ME CRY
1) Thai Life Insurance - Father and Son
I watched this right after I watched Kiwi! and being the weakling I am, it was not a good idea. I couldn't stop bawling. ;____; For people who love their parents but always remember the little moments you don't get along. Ufuuu~

2) Thai Life Insurance - Marry Me
If you're looking for something sweet and sappy and just a little reminiscent (but possibly more dramatic) than A Walk to Remember, then watch this.

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On the happy side of things, I went out with kyoy, sacla and anriz88 today!

We bonded (yaaaay!), watched 21 (which was awesome, btw!) and I got to buy a new article of clothing (I-I know I wasn't supposed to spend, but it was too cute to resist). I also finally got to sit in the Narnia: Prince Caspian display advertisement chair thingamajig.


FOR NARNIAAAA~ o/ Fuwa I'm so excited, its showing next week!

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Another thing I'm excited for: Mangaholixxx (and the Pyro Olympics that come with it *O*)!

I went to the seamstress today to fix the details for our patch thingies. I hope everything goes well by Friday, hee~

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Wah the vids still make me cry ;___;~ *dork*

And so after enormous (or not so enormous) amounts of slacking off, I have finally decided to upload the pictures to PhotoBucket for pimpage here. Fu fu fu.

Becaaause. You all know I've wanted to cosplay since forever. LOL.

WARNING: PICTURE HEAVY, YO. LIKE WHOA.


ALYSSA'S 18TH BIRTHDAY COSPLAY COSTUME PARTY!
April 27, 2007.


You can guess. No, that's not me. Srsly.

( It's an adventure, right? )

Fun fun fun, deshou deshou?

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AND YES I DID DO THE HARE HARE YUKAI. ROFLMAO. IT WAS A MUST, WITH THE HEADBAND AND THE TAG AND THE UNIFORM AND ALL. XD It was probably disturbing but with kyoy and darkmaestrox with me, IT WAS LIKE WHOA YAY. YO. SHANNARO. HEE~♥♥♥

Oh~ in case you don't know who Suzumiya Haruhi is, there should be a link up there in the first pic. She's the main character of [Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu], and if you haven't watched it yet GO DO IT ASDLASKDJ!

I did her summer outfit, though, as you can see. I would've died in her long-sleeved uniform, with what how hot it is here.

And yes, I look nothing like her (stop rubbing it in my face, jae_escayoufaggg). But that doesn't matter much, SHANNARO! Does it? Right?

I might post the components of my costume soon, just because I'm a dork. I'll post it with my "SUPPER SHANNARO HUZZAH~ I THANK AND ♥LOVE♥ kyoy-CHAN FOR HER TREATS FROM JAPAN FOR ME".

Yosssh. ;)

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BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYSSA! ♥
I MISS YOU. SADJKLSJD.
You haven't been gone a day but I miss you. Crap. I really miss you. :(

( I wish you never left. )

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And sooo. Thus ends my wanna-be cosplay post. HEE.

HO HO HO.

(Speaking of which, my family seems to be okay with the idea of me cosplay-ing for the rest of my college life. UP AME PLEAAASE LOL FU FU FU. I was wearing the Haruhi costume for fun during dinner time, and even my grandparents were amused because I was all "YOSH HUZZAH SHANNARO DESHOU DESHOU LETS GO!" about it. HEE HEE HEE. ♥

Okaaay sure my mom kept on laughing at me but heeey~ she helped find the right cloths and the seamstress, didn't she? She even paid for everything! I LOVE YOU MOM! ♥ And my dad looked at me weird but he laughed nonetheless. SHANNARO.)

♥


And of course I might cosplay again. Er. Soon. Fu fu fu. That Haruhi uniform won't go to waste! Yossssh.

WE'LL DO IT AGAIN, KYON?

(I need a Kyon. ♥ HEE.)

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PS. Revitalizing POWER OF YOUTH DIET ON THE WORKS! LOL.

PPS. I've watched Naruto The Movie 3. SDJASKL. It just made me miss Sasuke, dammit. BUT SAKURA WAS SO COOL AND PRETTY AND GASP IS THAT NARUSAKU I SEE? NOOO. (Shall post about more of this later. Slskajd.)

PPS. renaissance_era contest GO GO GO!

ERR.

BOOOM!

KYON!